Rebuilding Yourself

Sometimes you feel the pain that consumes you. You stand on the edge of sanity, seconds away from diving into the unconsciousness. You begin to doubt your existence. Your life seems to make no sense. The chaos is drowning you, leaving you breathless, without giving you an option. You wish to have a button that could switch off your unbearable emotions. Even the non-living stuff around you seems to make you feel worthless. The room you locked yourself in is empty, yet you find demons you can’t escape. Your hearts breaks into a millions bits, your eyes feel tired of shedding the pain. You become incapable of standing on your feet. Peace that could at least be fantasized, is fading away from your memory too?

You let agony ruin you because you had no choice. The hurricane couldn’t have been stopped, destruction couldn’t have been prevented. You search for a way to escape. You rush in the opposite way of the winds, and the winds will be harsher on you. Yes, you have no choice. You need to accept the resentment. Let the storm circle you in. Don’t try to rule over something that is not under your control. You won’t find the storm coming to an end but have ever seen it last till eternity? Patience is the key.

“Easier said than done!”

It is a solution, never did I say it would be easy. Trust yourself. Believe that you can withstand the storm and repair the damage. When you shatter apart, you get a chance to build yourself again. You can avoid the mistakes you made earlier. You will know what to do and what not to. You will be wiser than yesterday. You can aid someone else during their tough times. Above all, you will be proud of yourself. You will be better than you were yesterday.